Archive for April 2008
Just whaffling I think!
Today I have an overwhelming urge to write, shame it isn’t focussed on the path workings I am supposed to be creating for the workshop I am running in a few weeks but there you go! But the urge to write is definitely upon me, but I have no real focus for this outlet at the moment. There is of course “stuff” going on in my life, but it nothing I want to share with the world.
Life has been really busy the last few months, it has felt like there is never any time for the family, just to ourselves, we worked out the weekend before last that we have been graced with house guests every weekend since christmas, and I think that might be part of why I have nothing to share, I have noticed that a there is a part of my personality where I get to the point that sharing too much causes me to become very very introverted and anti social. These social occaisions culminated in a day trip to Cumbria with a group of very excellent people who then returned to ours for the rest of the weekend, I love these folks very deeply, but by the end weekend I was absolutely shattered and it manifested itself by some kind of viral infection that kept me bedridden for best part of 3 days. I put my foot down and demanded that this weekend we have a weekend alone, just us three, time for me to claim back some personal space. But wouldn’t you know before I had got home from taking the nipper to gymnastics on saturday morning, we had unxpected visitors.
It finally got to me in the early hours of this morning, when being woken by an ambulance and two fire appliances outside the neighbours house, thier uber galactic caravan (which is parked against the deeds of the properties in the area so I would not rule out arson) went up in smoke. The entire bloody street was out gawping at these poor peoples misfortune, which it undoubtedly was, as I reckon that van must have been best part of 20 or 30K, it annoyed me, the lack of privacy being displayed by people, and I think that was enough. I took a half day leave today, for personal reasons and have basically been sitting doing bugger all ever since. Yet strangely I feel very unsatisifed.
